aniwae.. you guys didnt miss much.. jo just had a bad bout of diarrhoea.. and nausea... bet its food poisoning or stomach flu.. probably from the over dosage of brinjals.. or so i think it is.. so now i'm a little petrified of the slimey purple vegetable.
luckily, i could still continue with my daily life despite not being able to eat and am constantly being dehydrated. met up with man.. watched the SM secretary..and had a japanese feast at hoshigaoka. my first proper meal in days...
oh.. check out the diff when using night vision function on my lumix. it was only around 7 in the evening.
yeah.. and we had KANINABE for dinner.
chicken KANINABE.
jap feast. sashimi, bento sushi set, salmon ju, and KANINABE.
and... this was taken quite sometime ago... SUNDAY, 24 AUG
MY wonderful bitch. you are MINE. MY BITCH.
Will be leaving tomorrow morning... cant wait.. i hope i dont forget to bring my mom's stuff. stress...
had a night mare... not the scary type... no.. not from watching the unborn.. that's such a unscary horror movie.. yar.. the horrible heart breaking type of nightmare..
so woke up.. felt really really in the pits of hell.. it was 6 am in the morning.. dark... and extremely quiet.. even snowie wasnt moving.. i thought she was dead for a moment and had to feel for her warm body.. which luckily was still warm..
i was really scared.. i never felt so alone in my entire life..oh well.. maybe once.. in australia.. when i was sick and tired and cold and homesick.. i felt horrendous then too.. the only other time i stared at the darkness and started crying...
so i turned on the darn radio.. at least there's some noise..and took out my bible...
maybe it was god's way of waking me up to read the bible.. coz i had absolutely no one to talk to at this unearthly hour..so i started with first john..dunnoe why... maybe its closest to the heart.. its about god is light and living in the light and confessing our sins and all.. felt instantaneously better.. after confession.. haa..
maybe there's just this huge empty space with my heart/soul/supernatural that none can fill except for Him.. but honestly.. it really really doesnt feel good. you try filling up yourself with tons of things.. getting occupied and all.. or simply keeping your mind blank.. stone.. or seomthing..but honestly it doesnt work.. or worse.. expecting others to satisfy your emotional needs and hence screwing everything up.. this doesnt work either..
if i have a choice i'd rather overwork myself till i konk out rather than be woken up by nightmares again.. maybe a bit of vodka a day gives you better sleep.. but then again i had vodka with peel fresh orange last night.. but apparently that doesnt work either.. but then again.. a little bit of alcohol a day is good for you..
in an hour, the sun will come up again.. and the place will be bustling with noise and ppl again..then i'd be off to sch... darn.. but then again.. why am i complaining.. coz its a cheerier place.
maybe seasonal depression (ie depression linked to the presence of light..) does have some truth.. could be due to the release of neurotransmitters .. is it endorphine?? in the brain,, same chemicals chocolates give you rite??! anybody has any idea? hm..
oh.. learnt from sociology class yesterday that women have 4 times more this-particular-hormone that is found in tears, as compared to men, which probably explains why women cry more .. gosh.. can someone help me with the names of chemicals and hormones? i suck. i have bad memory. yar.. and below the age of 12, boys and girls have the same amt of that hormone, so they cry approximately the same no. of times..
tip for my dearest guy friends : dont get too affected when a lady cries.. unless shes' really the un-crying sort.. and no.. dont give in just because she cries then complain of emotional blackmail k?? just comfort her, wipe of the darn tears and talk sense..
maybe women are just too fucking emotional. ok in general. just in case i'm making a sweeping statement. with insufficient substantiation.
break... long break. didnt swim coz i thought i'd just get some work done...
so here i am..stoning and staring at the screen... feeling kinda distracted..
CaCo3 + 2HCL ---> CaCl2 + Co2 + H20.
if i remember my chemistry correctly... mr khoo ( the old man i wish to shrink and put in my pocket coz he's so sarcastically cute. his sarcasm really amuses me.)
perhaps should just drink some acid to dissolve stone away from my mind and heart. but what makes me think that the stone is a calcium carbonate stone. oh well.. nev mind.. i'm full of crap.
forgot to pay my bills. damn.. almost half a mth late. i hope there are no late charges and my electricity and phone lines dont get cut off.. i have to do it tonight.. and stop procrastinating.
sometimes we just got to do what we ought to do instead of what we want to do or feel like doing. mind over heart.
the follow your heart line is full of crap... digging your own grave.
everything in life boils down to individual choices.
chijmes was ok... was a stormy rainy night.. the night was really beautiful though.. batt just died on me.. so cant upload the pics of the night. will do so once its batt is charged.
here it goes...
heard that we can see mars next to the moon now.. really want to do that. must be real beautiful...think itd be as large as the moon in the 24th or the 27th.. i forgot.. jo has short-term memory.
met a couple of really nice ppl.. felt pretty comfortable.. thank god.. also met some sajc old friends unexpectedly which was quite a pleasant surprise. =)
results didnt turn out as expected.. but think everyone had fun.. and everyone did well.. and its all that matters i guess..
havent had that much make up on myself for a long time.. feel silly splurging on makeup.. jo really needs to save money. eating into savings.. bad bad.. really bad.
made up my mind to do something about screwed up time table.. everytime i have a 2-hr or longer break, shall just go for a swim.. damned. dont think i'd want to wear a bikini in sch.. but i'd love to have a tan.
i've learnt that the tongue is a powerful weapon. one really should watch what one says. not just what.. when and how as well. hopefully realisation leads to application.
saw a tattoo on one's back. deut. 31:8. dwelling on the irony of tattoo being an abhoration and exaltation at the same time..
anywae, those who are wondering what it says.. esp chris, "The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged."
told myself would tattoo 1 john 3:18 on my back or maybe my butt WHEN (not if) the time comes.
check out my organised mess ppl... i think its a really nice pic.. hahaa
had an okay past few days.. just felt a little zombified.slept a HELL lot last night.. but still feel like crap. think its accumulated exhaustion...
watched bad boys 2.. managed to get through again with my blessed ntuc card with no birth date on it.. it was ok.. i'm sorry dont have a better word to describe it coz basically i am stoned now. and my vocab got stunted after i left PSLE. and i was too tired to enjoy the show.. but it was funny.. i remember rash laughing really loudly.. and i was sniggering at him.
was kinda refreshed after a much needed swim.. had a good time.. swimming makes you think. and swimming burns calories.. so swimming is good. swimming --- think, makes you skinny, therefore swimming is a good bimbo preventive measure.
thought about how one should concentrate more on what you can give instead of what you can get.
and perhaps we should all stop defining love.. and just take it for what it is..
Love is patient. Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always PROTECTS, always TRUSTS, always HOPES, always PERSEVERES..
LOVE NEVER FAILS...
sounds really familiar eh? its only meaningful when you truely ponder about it.. WORD for WORD. sweet LOVEY dreams ppl.
long breaks again.. i wonder how continously scewed up my time table can get.
lessons till 8.. gosh. meeting a couple of good friends... bunk over.. slumber party?? nah.. just slumber.
too tired to party. catching up would be good. still trying to rid the dark circles.
new cocktail to try : vodka with pokka green tea and lemon slices.
refreshing. compliments frm my cuzzie.
we arent going to give this up.. coz its fun.. hahaa.. yeah..
and we all learn something new everyday. =)
my computer got infected with w.32 blaster today. and thank god i had doc. chin with me. fixed it all up. in a jiffy.
tribute to you my friend. =))
ok. i really should sleep. coz i just splurged on eye gel to get rid of dark circles.
so in order not for gel to go to waste, should just sleep and facilitate the miracles it does.
stupid me.. maybe sleep is all i need.
dark eye rings... eeewww... i need eye gel! and cucumbers... no... actually i just need my essential 8-hour long sleep! no, now it'd prob be 10 hours of sleep now as i need to recuperate and make up for the loss of sleep for the past week.
a pretty close friend commented recently that i needed to do something about my eyes and look more 'virginia' ... bet you are reading this, bitch.
sheesh..splurged last night.. went to buy some nice sexy peach coloured lingerie ... comes with matching thongs.. really sweet.. will take a pic of it one day. NO, not with me in it.
just pure chaste peach coloured lingerie in itself.
why is it that girls have to waste time and get obsessed bout what to wear at times? just spent 2 hours last night mixing and matching, coming up with what to wear on sat night for a function.and experimenting with make-up.. sigh. how bimbotic. gee.. cant believe i'm doing this...
jo is self- assured, composed, confident, beautiful and gay. and evidently obsessive at times.
cheers to my 3 hour long break in school.
i'm damn bloody bored.
i am currently quite irritated with my comments window or rather with myself..coz the numbers are fouled up. and i dunnoe why.. gotta upgrade this techie..or maybe the lazy techie will just leave it.sigh! and i accidentally deleted my first comment!!
yea... and these are my fav toys... mickey's older than me... and osama is a treasure... but he's hidden somewhere in some cupboard... at my best friend's place...
today's national day... am i supposed to feel anything? havent felt patriotic since i've left primary school where we would sing community songs all day for celebrations.
yeah...It was a wild night at china jump... =) I hope everyone had fun... i sure did... but then again, who wouldnt with a bottle of JD & 4 jugs of beer...
Hie ppl.... jo the newborn techie has landed on this world..
YES! decided to get myself equipped with some html/ computer skills to catch up with the world.. hmmm..yepz..
this is some form of an assignment.. but have been wanting to do this for a while aniwae... guess it just acts a catalyst...timely...
dont ask me about the dumb name of my blog.. just had the sudden urge to paint my toenails green, while staring and dreaming about my proud's toe ring.
